The fact that I was blogging on Code Geass R2 despite my promise not to was brought up in the most recent meeting between me, myself and I, where I accused me of being a liar. I pointed out that, since I failed to keep my word, I was nothing more than a filthy, stinking liar, and that I was not fit to rule over me. I attempted to convince myself that I could not be trusted to rule over myself, and that only I was fit to rule over me. While I was not utterly convinced, I did acknowledge the fact that I had broken my word, and that a re-election might be in order.
Desperate to maintain power, I argued that I had not really blogged Code Geass R2, but rather blogged on the controversy surrounding it, caused by me, and that it was more of a local news than a Code Geass R2 blogging. Yet, I managed to strike down my argument, stating that if I had blogged local news, then I was not being faithful to the blog, which was to be dedicated to anime. I then tried to explain that as I was blogging ‘local news about anime’ I had not technically betrayed the trust of my blog, as anime was still concerned. I stated that I was simply grasping at straws with the ‘local news’ facade, and that I was simply being a poor loser.
Not to give up easily, I countered by revealing the greatest secret; that I was myself, and that if I was a poor loser, than so was I. If I had blogged on Code Geass R2 despite my promise, then I was being unfaithful as well. I did not take kindly to this massive and controversial release of my greatest secret regarding me, and struck myself in the face with my chair, which I had promptly kicked myself off of. A great deal of insults regarding me were thrown around, and I took offense at my attitude.
As before, I engaged myself in combat, and this time, even I got involved, instead of trying to stop myself. Without me to stop me from fighting, the bloodshed went on for quite some time, and it was only after I was carted to a hospital that I stopped attacking myself. I have been taking in for questing due to my assault on my own being, and am being held in a cell with me, myself and I.
And I hate me so much, I can’t stand it.